Archive | April, 2013


30 Apr

You know when you try talking to people to make you feel better and it doesn’t work………..
My heart is heavy today. But I know I had to stand up for me and what I need. It’s hard to walk away when you love a person. I mean really love a person. And I didn’t want to leave but I had to. If I didn’t it would be more of the same.
I miss him though. I miss his smile. His kiss. The way he would make me laugh and smile. But I get it. This isn’t gods plan at the moment. It’s just hard. And where I find myself at the moment is trying to get out of my own head.
My heart hurts. Help me God. I need you help me get through this. I know I passed the test in this experience. And I need you to show me what to do and where to go from here. My other prayer is for him. Bless him and be with him in this season god. Remove the shame and hurt and fear
that he carries. And bless him indeed. Over and beyond what he could think or imagine. Allow him to walk and be free. Free in life and love. Lord let your will be done. I bless your name god and I know that it will be done in Jesus’ name.
Thank you god. Thank you for revelation. For love. For lessons learned. Amen


On one

13 Apr

Romance to guys today is dead. Yes I said it.
It’s not that women are looking for this movie version of romance and courtship. Well maybe some are but not all of us! But what we do want is to feel special. Like you have gone out of your way to show your girl how much you love and appreciate her. AND not through SEX. Sorry guys. I know it’s how you receive love. But to us girls…try it again. Seriously is it so hard to do something? Whether you are rolling in multi millions or not, be creative. Quoting Kevin Hart, “Stick to what you know man!” There are ways that you can do things to show your girl how much you care rather than blowing your budget on an expensive date. Dig a little deeper and find out what will make her day. And yes guys this will eventually lead to great sex! WHY because in that instant you put her first and really took the time to think about her.
Please note gentleman that there is no road quicker to being by yourself than not thinking of your lady. Consistently. To balance it out ladies should be doing the same. But if you find yourself in a situation where it feels one sided…perhaps you need to have a real conversation with your significant other. As for me and my house, I need to feel adored. Am I spoiled no…it really is just my nature. I need to feel wanted…from the way you look at me when we are having dinner or by what you say and do. That’s how you get the keys to the kingdom Jesus.

The moral of the story children: if you want to be somebody and you want to go somewhere, you better wake up and pay attention.

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